the best feeling one can have is belonging

and sometimes you miss that feeling

a little too much

accomplishments

ive settled into my tattoo...(would feel weird without it now)

i spent easter alone in the dorm...(dont really care anyway)

i seem to have contracted strep throat...(wonder how i got it)

i seem to have made a mistake...(i thought i wasnt like that)

i ate cheetos all day...(dining hall is closed)

im trying to take a break from compulsive away message checking...(very boring day)

there is certainly something to be said about the morbidity of tattoos.

it isnt something that crossed my mind before i got mine...but the only thing i can think is, this is going to be on me when im dead.

what?

i love my job

i might have posted that before, but i really love it.

im lucky papa murphys north didnt hire me...because i applied there first. even though ive been sent to work there before and have to again today (which is why im thinking about how much i love my papa murphys)

there are many things that i would like to say to you but i dont know how

i've got a hunger

twisting my stomach into knots

that my tongue was tied off

my brains repeating

"if you've got an impulse let it out"

but they never make it past my mouth

our youth is fleeting

old age is just around the bend

and i cant wait to go grey

and ill sit and wonder

of every love that could have been

if id only thought of something charming to say

-death cab for cutie

routine

one step forward...

...two steps back

YOU ARE...

strong

smart

true

wise

respectful

determined

artful

trustworthy

independent

funny

faithful

stubborn

kind

shy

beautiful...

...i just wish i knew you