I always thought that during the last few days of high school everyone would be revealing their secret crushes and stuff like that...I personally thought that I would reveal mine, but I ended up going out with my huge crush the summer before junior year. I didnt really have any others...and nobody revealed themself to me...I mean, I didnt really expect it to happen, but it was something I had been fantasizing about since about 5th grade. Now I feel like I have a chance to kinda do that with my friend who I sorta have a crush on, but I dont know if Im crushing on him just because hes my friend or because I really like him, but...since I'm leaving I figure its a good time to like, give him a little kiss goodbye or tell him how much I'll miss him or something like that. But then I get mad because you cant count on moments like that to be able to tell someone how you feel about them...you just need to do it. But I am a total coward plus Im scared that if I tell him that I like him that he wont want to be my friend anymore or that things will get really really wierd because I cant really tell if he likes me or not and if I ruined our friendship I would never forgive myself. But, if you dont want something bad enough to risk losing it, you dont want it badly enough. It's just that I dont know how badly I want this. If I do this, and it doesnt work out, he will probably stop seeing me as being "one of the guys" and things might never be the same.....GRRRR