its nice to fit in the desks

right now i have the apartment and the dorm...and part of me is thinking, thank goodness i got back in the dorms because i dont even want to look at that apartment building ever again. part of me is like, what the hell am i doing? im a junior...in the dorms. im just freaked because we dont have any homey decorations here yet...and these girls havent become my new family yet.

i want to take a year off of school and get an entry level clerical job and live with my mom and make a buttload of money and pay my mom back for my car and the ridiculous amount of insurance money i owe her.

but then i would never go back to school because that life would be so sweet and all of a sudden i would be like, 34 and i would be thinking, why didnt i finish school when i was younger? and then i would be stuck and i would be pissed at myself. even though school is making me crazy right now and i just want to go home, i know why i am here. plus i do have a family here.