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i dont write very much here. i dont know why. fargo is fine. work is fine. things are fine. you know.

my cousin got married on friday. it was great to be home...for 22 hours. anyway...so these 2 have been together since they were sophomores in high school...8 years. her wedding was quite "god centered" and i never knew that about her. it made me wonder if perhaps she and her husband had ever slept together. i would assume yes. 8 years is a long time. but after realizing how religious she is...maybe not.

which got me thinking on that subject...that is, sex before marriage. ive never really cared, and i dont have a problem with it, but...

as far as things go before marriage, i think you should definatly be "emotionally married" to your partner. that is, entirely in love with and committed to them.

but then i thought..know how fun it is when your relationship is new, and every new step is sort of a, "i cant wait, but should i?" kind of thing...and its awesome because so many things are a new surprise? it would be so great to save one last step for what should be "the best day of your life."

i dont know...just been on my mind