tonight another cast party that i am not at. last year i didnt even go to some because i didnt care...but im not welcome at these. celebration of months of time and collaboration and a job well done-all come together. the orchestra, the crew gals, and those other guys...so excited that the hard work is over and the benefits can be reaped...so excited just to be together and have a few sodas. innocent gathering for innocent people who are genuinely loved by the others. i always had a mean glare for the intruders. the ones who figured that since they went to see the play, they were entitled to come to the party...some of them didnt even bother to see the play. not intending to become one of them, i wont ever see another slp cast party. on the night of that last cast party, i probably ate something and watched some tv. live it up with people who love.