i dont even care about easter but its still a holiday that i would prefer not to spend alone. last easter i was shacked up in my dorm room coming down with a really bad case of tonsillitis. which, in turn, prevented me from working what would have been my last closing shift with zm ever. that sucked. this year at least i wouldnt be suffering from a disease but i would have 2 days in a row of no work and no school. tempting as it it to loaf around in the apt. by myself im not sure i want to.

i had a dream that my mom sold our house and moved into a new townhouse which was really nice and all but i woke up feeling overwhelmed with sadness. plus in my dream i didnt know where my dogs were. yuck. i do not want to lose our house. that is my home in the most concrete sense of the word.

i hate closing on sundays. i find it interesting how the sunday mid-shift just up and disappeared last week and how inconvenient for me, that was my shift. so now im closing on sundays and sundays are notorious for getting screwed. its slow forever and then all of a sudden theres a rush and you are just fucked up the asshole. i hate that we were talking about summer hours today and i felt like since hours get cut in the summer that many of them were going to be mine. especially since pm's is my anchor in fargo and without it i would sure as hell go home especially since i was offered a full-time position at valleyfair. i cant be the first to get screwed just because im the last wheel to squeek. plus i had a killer headache today.

1 month to birthday

hi chester!