i cant do anything but i have to do something.

i must either find a new roommate and stay in my current place
find a new place, but risk not re-renting my current place
wait until the place is re-rented and then find a new place
or...

i dont know
i dont want to do anything
i just want to stay constant
i dont want to make any decisions

i want to go home

im a tiny bit bitter about the fact that i gave up a summer at home for this.
of course if i would have gone home, i would have had to find another crappy job and risked not being in the same position at my job here when i came back for the fall....
but i gave up my home, my family, my pets, a little bit of my sanity....for papa murphys?

i dont know what im doing