i like you...
but i dont want you to know that

those words are a call to action!
by telling you that, im basically demanding to know how you feel about me.
im not a demanding person

of course, i do want to know how you feel
but knowing the answer is also a call to action

if you like me too, then i guess we should start spending more time together?
maybe im not ready yet
maybe i dont want things to change
maybe i enjoy trying to get you to like me
maybe it makes things more interesting for me
maybe im scared to death of starting a relationship
maybe im already afraid ill try to drive you away
as ive done with so many others

but if you dont like me, then what do i do?
theres no use in trying to get you to like me anymore
because if you dont by now
you never will
my heart would be broken!
id rather not know

so im not going to tell you i like you
even though i really do