3 days until i have to pack my things back up again and transfer my life back to mankato. gross gross gross
my mom even told me that if i left mankato that she would be disappointed. i thought that perhaps she would understand since she transferred after one year of college. i dont see what difference it makes to her. shes only visited me 2 or 3 times at my dorm.
what made me choose this path?
i popped the bead out of my cbr in my tragus. i cant get it back in. i cant go to saint sabrinas and have them fix it for me because i am broke. i cant believe my one month vacation is almost over. i cant believe my little sister is in high school and i am not. i cant believe i am still fixated on high school. i cant believe i gained 10 pounds in two weeks.
i dont know where im going...i dont know who i am...i dont know what i want.
except that i do want this piece of shit bead to go back where it belongs.