thank you for the kind offer to help me get to like mankato. i want to take you up on it...but something tells me that ive already made my decision. i would like to feel at home in mankato, but im afraid of liking it. ive always had to be torn between two homes, i dont want to make it three. this decision is so unnessesary. i introduced it, i dug myself into a hole. people on both sides waiting for my announcement...ill have to disappoint somebody. this semester is what decides it. i wish i had been aware of my priorities a short year ago. its so obvious to me now that the best idea for me would be to stay home...but a year ago i didnt believe it was so. i had my adventure, i had my "essential" dorm experience. i could have lived without it. i will still take you up on your offer though.