well i have for the most part quit weight watchers for the time being. seeing as i didnt go to the meeting on saturday and i had ice cream mixed with cereal for breakfast...
but i can retain my last three prepaids for some time in september when ill feel the urge again im sure.

oh my goodness i have the voice of an angel!!

its several months away still but i am very excited for this concert!

i have been feeling slightly less anxious at work lately. its a nice feeling, certainly makes things more enjoyable/bearable. i cant wait to see how good things can get in a couple of weeks. im so excited that i might be able to break free of the fear that has been holding me back from EVERYTHING. ive tried to tell people what it is that makes it so i cant function around them, why i cant open up...and there are no words. there is no description that fits it because when i say it first of all its not me saying it, and it never sounds right.

i have to work at midwest kids fest on friday morning. im a little scared.

my brilliant brother decided that he needed to witness the miracle of the spin cycle himself and instead of sticking his finger in the sensor hole like a normal person, he fashioned himself a poker with a clothes hanger. then he decided that he needed to leave but somehow forgot to remove said clothes hanger. no damage to the washer but my mom was somewhat less than pleased to find this configuration.

i started ethics class today. i wasnt sure what to expect from it, seeing as its a 200 level class and sometimes those are pretty hard and sometimes they are a joke. this guy spent five minutes telling us the difference between monotheistic and polytheistic faiths-which really isnt pertinent to our class anyway-so which category do you think this class falls under. im still excited for this class but mr. man better pick up the fucking pace.

i did 60 minutes on the stairmaster today. thats intense. i thought i was doing pretty well until mr. 65 year old superman decided to show me up. i feel challenged at the 7 floors per minute stage, and exhausted at 10...this guy was doing FIFTEEN. ridiculous.

in three weeks my family is coming home from romania. im very excited. i saw a recent picture of them though and found myself wondering who the strange kid was in the photo. turns out its my cousin. hmmm.