so i pretty much think that my antibiotic isnt working. some of the redness went away but that could still be from the cortisone shot since she said it would work for three weeks. thats good news for me because we all know what i really want.

in september i am going to run a half marathon. it is called the dick beardsley half marathon and it is in detroit lakes. im excited because its not going to be a boring course. the whole thing goes around a lake so it will be beautiful!

im a retard and i tried to sit on the tv rocker chair the wrong way the other day and of course i just fell backwards INTO the coffee table and now i have a massive bruise but i like having bruises so im satisfied.

im getting annoyed by anything and everything right now. i dont know what my deal is. my extreme excitement for going to the cabin next month has been replaced with a fear of how im going to be able to afford taking a week off. but then again im not pleased with anything right now. im drained.

i got to work today at 2:00 LIKE I WAS SUPPOSED TO and was told to leave and come back at 4:00. i understand it not being busy and having to keep labor down and everything, but...
a. thats just annoying
b. i NEED to plan ahead
c. i could have slept for TWO more hours
d. i HATE unannounced changes
e. i dont think the same thing would have happened had the situation occurred a year ago.
f. not like im hogging all the hours.

it think its awful how some people on the caringbridge site are saying things like maybe we will have a miracle. that just gives this false sense of hope.






chester looks so mean.