im stuck. i cant believe i did this to myself again.
i cant open my mouth, i cant be quiet, i cant ignore it, i cant make it go away.
expanding time makes me wish i had chose differently
suppressed
afraid to stand for what i believe
afraid to make that known
i'll hate myself if i don't
i know better than not to
i would rather be angry at myself then have someone else be
i need to make a change
i just want to be me.