this is just empty meaningless time. i know what i want to do and nothing in my life will ever have to do with MANKATO ever again. i need to get out of here RIGHT NOW. why am i even here right now? its too late to drop out now. just a lot of lost money and gained disappointment. i want to start doing what i want to do. i want to be part of my family again. i want my own space where i dont have to listen to the SAME FOUR FUCKING HILARY DUFF SONGS FOR 3 HOURS. my retarded fuck roommate actually thinks its good music! then she got mad at her mom and somehow ended up being pissed at me because i didnt ask her what was wrong. TOO BAD I DONT FUCKING CARE. I HATE HER. i know she hates me but nobody will get into it. i dont care. shes just a nuisance to me. a fly that i cant shoo out of my room. none of this is hers. she doesnt live here. we are not friends. shes such a spoiled cunt. i need a cigarette. but it doesnt make me feel any better. all it does is get me away from hilary duff for 10 unbelievably short minutes. that fucking cunt actually hid her kleenex from me because i used like 4 of them. NEXT TIME I WILL JUST SNEEZE ONTO YOUR PILLOW YOU PIECE OF SHIT. dont you dare come into MY room and turn on every single one of MY lights. I WANT IT DARK IN HERE. mankato is a piece of shit. know what made front page news today? some kids have a lot of electronic gadgets in thier dorm. THIS TOWN BLOWS ASS. get me the fuck out of here and away from HER.