i pretty much dont have a roommate. ok, i thought i could deal with that. no wait, i was thrilled with that idea. a room to myself...hell yeah. sometimes i just want to shoo her out so i can move along with business. but its been 2 months. this novelty is a bit worn and although my instant gratification side still wants her to stay away, i know that if she had been here more during that time, we would be much better friends right now.

speaking of friends...i dont have any here. the one i thought i liked a lot is sorta flaky. she always talks about drinking and all the stuff she drinks, yet when we go out she doesnt drink, she doesnt drink in the rooms...i dont think she drinks anywhere. i dont care if she drinks or not, but dont boast about it if you dont do it. mmmkay?

speaking of drinks, i havent gone out for over a month and my half full bottle of captain has been sitting in the freezer for most of the time ive had it. so there you go.

so lets get this straight. my roommate sucks and i have no friends. i never thought that in a place where i am surrounded by dozens of girls that i could be so lonely. im lonely as hell and i want to go home.