help me

i need to move out of this house like right now. not tomorrow. now.

my mom went off on me today because i GAVE HER A LOOK. i dont know what this supposed "look" consisted of, but i apparently gave her one. well what am i supposed to do when she flat out tells me that i am wearing too much makeup. no really. what i am supposed to do. usually she tells me i need to wear makeup more often, so i believe i am entitled to a little confusion.  with one little look, she concluded that i am ungrateful, that all she gets is shit from me, that i think she is a "square" (anyone who says that certainly is one), that she cant say anything to me, and that i would not be willing to go to cub and get her some dinner. all that with one look. amazing.

on a tangent...i gotta wonder what is so bad about me not wanting to go to cub to get someone elses food. i just wanted to order my dinner in and have it delivered, and enjoy some relaxing time, but she insisted that i go to cub and get some chicken for her and vern. is something wrong with that? why should i have to go? not only am i the one who always does the food runs, but i bus the kids around all day so she never has to anymore. i could probably count the number of times she has had to drive them around since i got my license on 1 hand. oh...AND i do her errands!! so today she had to go get her own fucking food. what a concept.

so fucking excuse me for being less than thrilled when someone tells me i look ugly. i need to leave so bad.