just for the record:
the pen dance occured just over 3 years ago.
when did that happen? (the 3 years part i mean)

its my last night in my dorm and im not really sure what to do. lets see...its 1:10am right now and i have a final at 8 and i tried to go to bed at 11 but obviously i didnt succeed in that. unfortunatly i took a nap today for well over 3 hours plus i think ive had more than 4 servings of cherry pepsi today so that cant be good. if i take a tylenol PM right now i will probably sleep through my alarm. oh besides that, i just realized that i already packed the tylenol PM. my roommates not here, thats a given, so i cant look to her for entertainment. i think taco bell is closed. i already cleaned the sink and did most of the packing so...

they were supposed to take my car away today but i dont know if they actually did. last i checked (5:00) it was still there.

i cant believe im moving out of here. i feel like i just got settled. and i can remember moving in so vividly which is odd since i seem to forget most things. there is just nothing in this room anymore. i took out almost everything today except for my microwave and shampoo basically. tomorrow i will take my bed off its loft that my dad worked so hard to get up and return my room to its original, sterile state. oh and good news. since i cant find the chair that they put in my room in the beginning of the year i get to pay 60 bucks for it! goodbye book buy back money!
all my pictures are down, my theatre posters, the funny things i cut out of car and driver are gone too. nothing remains on my shelf except for the alarm clock and a can of hairspray but this still oddly feels like my room. tomorrow this year will end and will just become archived under "things to fondly remember." 9 whole months of my life will be condensed into a scattering of anecdotes to be shared with fellow soccer moms in about 15 years.

yup...and its time for bed...in this bed for the last time :-(